What has the world done to you? You're not the same person I fell in love with. I hope that makes it easier to get over you. But truth be told, I feel like you died and left me behind. Here alone. Your drinking is getting out of hand. You will not listen to me about this. It scares me. I've seen to many people go down that path my love. A lot of my psychological problems have to do with growing up around people to drunk to raise me. Also my father's brother molesting me while everyone was drunk. I don't want you to become this oblivious to let your guard down around your daughter. I don't want this path for you. Is the thing I manifested in order for you to become happy truly turned you into an alcoholic? I cannot stand to see you this way any more. You're loosing me. You're loosing me fast. I cannot live this way.I cannot sit and watch you do this to yourself. To your daughter. However, I cannot just turn a cheek as we have a daughter together. I have to watch. And it's killing me see you turn into something I know you're a thousand times better than. I'm not talking you up anymore. I know you. I'm your wife. You're the man who thinks that pot is one of the worst things in the world and you didn't even drink until after your 21st birthday. You're my nerd that can recite the first 17 digits of pie.  I know of your funny ankle thing and it does not bother me. Neither do your hobbit feet. You know my bodies map and I know yours.
 It does not take knowing your map though to know that this is not a good path for you to take. You will not listen to me though so I do not tell you. I'm breaking away from you. But I must keep an open eye upon you and you make these decisions to make sure you do not slip up and do something you're going to regret that could hurt Michelle. Fuck hurting me. All I care about is if you do something stupid that causes her to get hurt.
  I'm surviving. I'm getting out of bed. I've become physically sick over all this stress. Tomorrow is my doctor's appointment.
 I am done with you. Know this love. Despite how much I may love you I cannot be with you ever with you going down this path. I cannot have what happened to me happen to her. I will not.